So, I'm... I'm awake. They only let Axel in and that wasn't for very long and no one's allowed into my room without masks, but I... I want to see you guys, please. Kairi, Demyx, Cloud... Xigbar? Xigbar, I really hope you're alright too...

Riku... please, please be okay. I don't know when you'll read this, how you'll read this, if they'll even let you with the way things are going... But just know that once I'm off of this machine, I'm marching straight over to your room and breaking down the door. I don't care what the Dean says, I don't care what the doctors say, I don't care what the police say. We... we need each other. You, Kairi, me... This just isn't fair. I know there are worse things, prison, an insane asylum, t-the morgue... but asking any of us to do this without our friends, that's just... just...

SO STUPID.

... Can't type anymore. Too tired and these drugs make me feel funny and numb, screen is too small on my phone to see right. I miss Axel really, really bad. I look like a cyborg with all of these things sticking out of me. I'll make jokes about my shanked liver later... But no more crying, okay? This ship runs on happy faces, ahaha... ha...

Smile, Kairi.

So, ah... I've been scarce, huh? Sorry for anyone I worried. I know I didn't exactly explain what happened and, honestly, I still can't... For one, I'm not going to feed the stupid rumor mill and, for two... I haven't really dealt with anything yet. I also have no idea what I'm going to do what might happen, so... I've calmed down a lot more though, um, so if any of you guys were worried about that, I'm fine. Really. I just needed some time to breathe, that's all, had to get away for awhile.

Being back home is strange, but it's helped me cool off, sort of. Everything looks the same, feels the same, but is completely different. Axel and I are both staying at ma's house for right now (there wasn't really anywhere else to go), but it's been... Kind of nice. She's different then I remember too, in a lot of ways, just like this town and these islands... But, uh, it's hard to explain and I don't really feel like getting into it here. I found out some things that I just... New perspective? My family has too many secrets.

UH, BUT ANYWAY. Until I deal with all of this stuff, I'm sending some love back to Twilight Town. I miss you guys (Kairi, when I come back, you and I have a date with ice cream and, Riku, you too) and I'll be back soon...

AHHH, and because I never got a chance to say so before all this happened --

Congraaaats Xigbar and Xaldin ♥ D: I REALLY AM OLD NOW IF PEOPLE I KNOW ARE GETTING MARRIED. Also, happy birthday too!!!

( private // to riku only )

Oh, and I took this from the beach out of the backyard and I thought Kairi might appreciate it. Nothing like sunsets at home, right Kai..? Another redhead seems to like them just fine...



I'll try and keep in touch, don't worry, and I promise to be in a better mood the next time I pester you guys on here again. Working on it...

Out of town for a few days. Don't worry, please. Axel's with me.

That's all I have the stomach to say.

# # #

So I've spent the last few days cocooning myself in Axel's dorm room. It's been... really nice, to be honest with you. The third floor is a ton warmer for some stupid reason (something we underclassmen should totally PROTEST), but it's better than my empty dorm room with just me to keep company. Hahaha, anyway... I'm slowly sucking up all of Axel's biting wit, so maybe I'll come out a beautiful, snarky butterfly?! Hahaha, we'll see, we'll see.

( private // hackable to axel only )

I've been feeling homesick lately. I don't know why, maybe it's because Riku and Demyx went back recently and all that talk of sun and sand made me haaaaate this awful snow and feel one million times colder... D: But I do miss it. I know I've got a lotta beef with the place for, uh... various reasons, but, I mean... It'll always be home no matter how weird I feel about going back. I'm sort of curious about ma now that Riku said he talked to her... But I'm not sure if I want to deal with it. Can of worms I'm not prepared to deal with??? Maybe. There's no promise she would even be happy to see me.

Auuuugh, but all that stuff is depressing. Who wants to talk about something more exciting?! WHO'S GOING TO THE CHRISTMAS PARTY~? And, for that matter, what're you going as?!?! I have no clue what I should do, even though I somehow got roped into DJ'ing the night... Gaaah, you guys gotta give me some suggestions of music -- I know my stuff can get a little bizarre and I don't want to end up, uh... clearing out the room!!!

OH, and Riku? Kairi? Destiny Date? I wanna go get malts somewhere~ <3

[Private Only to Close Friends]

....... ......

OKAY.

OKAY.

SO I GET WHAT EVERYONE WAS TALKING ABOUT.

Still...

I missed all my classes today because of this, Axel!!!!

... But you should know I take it both ways.

... What?! They're lyrics to a song.

Soooo, how is everyone doing?! I haven't given a real update in foreeeever, though... I guess everyone already knows my business anyway. I heard that Xaldin's back...! Xigbar, I'm so happy for you guys! I was getting worried... But everything's good now, right???

Oh, and, Larxene; I don't know what's going on, but you okay too...? Marluxia has me all freaked out.

God, I feel so fuzzy in the head today... Talking too much? I think this is the first time my photography professor had to tell me to shut up more than once. Is that a bad sign??? Usually I'm good about turning the "Sora Tap" off, but... but I guess I'm just in a stupid good mood today. :) My cheeks hurt from this perma-smile, but that's okay with me!!! It feel great...

Thanks for putting up with my "frightened, cornered Gemini tactics," Mister Mysterious. <3 I know I can be overwhelming sometimes.

( private // unhackable )

( LOVE FOR SORA MAYBE? <3 )

Couldn't resist! I promise I'll make a real update soon!!! So many memes...

God, it's gotten so freaking cold outside, hasn't it?! I can't believe how much snow has already piled up! I'm freeeeeezing in my dorm room and my blankets aren't helping much. I think the dorm head is icing us all on purpose, too -- probably pissed about the noise the other night. Speaking of which -- what was up with that loud party on the third floor, huh? And why wasn't I invited?!

Oh and, believe it or not, Axel's explanation for covalent bonds actually makes perfect sense to me. I took a look over my chem. homework and it all fits right into place!!! That's... that's pretty crazy considering I've been staring at the same page for the past six weeks, ahahaha... Guess I should've gotten a tutor much, much sooner.

But, yeah, thanks, Mister Mysterious, for clearing that up for me! You've got to met Colonel ToughLove when you're free for a walk again! He and the sawdust cannon have a very important date with memory lane. There's limbs to be lost!!! You okay with a little plastic carnage?

Aaaarghhh, my teeth are chattering now... I was built for island weather, not pseudo North Pole!!! This SUCKS.

Riku, when you get a chance... Do you wanna go out for dinner or something? Sometime soon??? I just want to talk to you, but I haven't gotten a chance to run into you lately... It's about Christmas and a few other things. Whenever~

OH! And before I forget!!! I went ahead and hooked up my playlist to this blog, so if you guys are every curious, it's on my profile. Sorta feels like I'm spilling my guts out... (like I've said a million times before, music works better then words), but I promise none of it's too awful. Just if you're curious! And I'll update it often. That's aaaall. <3

Someone come warm me up? ]:

w. love,
your local sky boy

Okay!!! If Larxene and Marluxia get to team up for dorm take over, I claim Riku! DX



And Kairi too!!!! Because she keeps us out of trouble! And no, this isn't on top of my biology notes, what are you talking about.

... Hey, Kairi? Do you think I could talk to you when you get the chance? It's only... kind of important. Just... when you get the chance!!!!

( private // unhackable )

w. love,
your local sky boy

( private // unhackable )

So, uh... In other news!!! News everyone probably already knows about... I heard there's going to be a Christmas party soon! It sounds like a lot of fun (I can't believe they're actually giving us liquor...) and I love the holidays... buuuut I'm not sure if I should go. Parties seem to be bad luck lately. It's nothing like Christmas at home, of course, but when is it ever? I haven't really had a good Christmas in awhile, to be truthful with you... And it sucks 'cause I love giving presents! Oh well, I'm not going home this year anyway and there's no point in holing myself in. I guess we'll just have to wait and see, huh? Pluto makes good holiday company.

BUT---! Y'know, if I were to hypothetically go... I should go with someone, don't you think? So what do you say, Xaldinner? Care to take a lady out on the town?

I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Crack a smile, jeez.

w. love,
your local sky boy

Thought I was dead, didn't cha? No such luuuck today~

But, uh, zombies aside, sorry I've been so quiet lately!!! My latest project in still photography has been eating me alive and I've been spending waaay to many nights crouched over in the red room. But it's all done now and I get to breathe again and I couldn't be happier! I hear there's a party going on for the swim team, too, so maybe it would be good to finally stretch my muscles and meet some people...! God knows my brain needs a break.

The assignment was to "explore the town" and since I'm brand new here, I kind, uh... took the tour guide approach! It was done over a series of walks with Pluto and there's a few different exposures from the various cameras I was using... But it's all good! At least I have a better grip on the town. Oh, and let me know if you want a print or anything! I'm broke as a joke, so you could help feed me!

( the lights of the city aka enter the twilight zone )

And one more thing. Have I been falling asleep in the chemicals too often or is this another person's stuff all over the bottom bunk??? IS MY DORM MATE A GHOST?

Only time will tell~

Whhhhhhhhy, with all the love in this world, does biology have anything in a slightest to do with photography?! NONE OF THIS MAKES ANY SENSE. WHAT IS A COVALENT BOND? WHY DID I PRETEND I HAD A PREREQUISITE OF CHEMISTY?!

God, this stuff makes my head hurt just looking at it... Is it too soon to get a tutor??? I'm on a probationary period as it is and it would really suck to lose everything on the first go, but I don't know who to ask... I really need to start talking to people in class, but it's all weird here, you know? Nothing's like back on the island where you knew everyone and people actually smiled back when you said hello. Maybe I'm just not used to the city life. It's funny, I was here a few times when I was a kid, but I can't really remember it because it was too long ago. Pointless to bring it up and that doesn't really help me much, ugh... Thanks memory.

Pluto likes it here, though, so that's good! I feel bad for holing him up in this tiny dorm room, but I went through hell and back to get him here, so I couldn't just leave him behind. Ma, well... I guess ma would've taken care of him, but I like having him here, y'know? Kinda brings a balance to everything, makes this less like some big transmission? translation? transit? deal. And Pluto's my best model, anyway, how can you resist this face?!

Oh, speaking of models...! Does, um... does anyone feel comfortable about maybe posing for a few pictures for me? Nothing creepy or anything, it's all professional stuff and I was looking for something more candid... But my skills are getting rusty with nothing to practice on but the dog and my textbooks (sigh), so, uh... HIT ME UP! I'm friendly, I promise, and I only bite on Wednesdays.

C'mon, it was a joke~ You better be laughing!!!

Oh, well, back to biology. Heaven save me.

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